romance

I am pretty sure I have the cutest husband ever.

He took me to fountain hills.

with the worlds biggest fountain.

We had a picnic.

kinda.

We had subway and jamba juice.

Then took a loooong walk around the lake.

Of coarse I forgot my camera

epic fail.

Then we stumbled onto my dream home.

It makes me sad because it is probably more than we can afford

I hope I win it big so I can buy my dream home.

25 Random Things

1. I hate how I feel about myself right now, I want to loose some weight but I have no self control or self discipline.  I keep trying different methods but never stick to them. I probably couldn't run away from a rabid dog nor could I say no to a krispy kreme doughnut 
2. Last night made me happy, my husband and I stayed up till one in the morning wrestling, laughing, and talking. It felt good not to be angry or frustrated.
3. I think that now would be the perfect time to buy a house and I am trying to motivate me and Franklin to get all of our ducks in a row, so that when the time comes we can get one.
4. I don't like feet.
5. I love the movies V for Vendetta, Moulin Rouge,  O brother Where Art Thou, Emperor's New Groove, (there is probably one I am missing that I will regret but cannot think of right now)
6. I miss my best friend. I am happy for her doing her thing and saving the world and being my hero, but I selfishly wish she was here with me driving around getting jamba juice and laughing too hard. I hate to think if she has a new best friend because she is still my best friend and only friend.
7. Ragnar needs to learn how to come when he is called. Its very annoying when he doesnt.
8. I am so passionate about animals. I hate to see them hurt or to even think about half the stuff that people do to hurt animals. I cry whenever I think about the tortured/injured/killed animals in the world. I can't let people tell me things because it tortures me and there is nothing more I can do about it. Like when franklin told me 7 elephants in a herd got killed because of a train. Or when another friend tole me that they impregnate cows to get the milk and right when the baby is born they take it away from the  mother to be tied up to become veal, and they literally cry as they are being separated.
9. I like looking at old pictures of myself
10. I like to think I can sew better than I can
11. My water has to be ice cold, I cannot drink warm water. And it usually has to be a glass cup not plastic.
12. Some days I feel as if I have to have babies right this second, Some days I feel as if I should wait for a while.
13. My kitchen is the cleanest room in the house.
14. I hate leaving my puppy home alone by himself. It kills me to hear him cry and I drive away slowly to see if he is still crying. I love him sooo much.
15. I am handicapped with fake nails.
16. I torture my husband more than I should.
17. I am being way too honest in this 25 random things yet also running out of things, I am not very interesting
18. I love getting frozen yogurt with my husband, I feel as if it could just fix anything that went wrong that day. My best friend has something similar that we do :)
19. I can't wait to go to vegas to watch the PBR with my  best friend. I want it to be perfect and to have lots of fun and I don't want to be the boring chubby married girl.
20. I hate stupid/mean/ignorant/bad driving/rude/cliche people. And I also get insanely jealous of other people.
21. getting married made me blind to men.. and before I was married I had eyes like a hawk. Whenever I see a man if they are younger they are usually stupid and douche-bags. or if they are older they are just creepy old men. Or they are just cookie-cutter cliche men. or they are weird or creepy. I am happy with the one I have and I don't need another. 
22. I have worked at Keegans forever, and I will probably die at Keegans
23. I wish I had long hair.  I want long stripper hair. Is that too much to ask for?? ha.
24. I am a terrible dancer, I hate concerts because I don't know what to do. nod my head? I look pretty stupid when I dance.  So I hate dancing unless I am doing it to look stupid or making fun or myself. 
25. My ideal person on who I would want to be in Lara Croft Tomb Raider.... or Angelina Jolie... or better both at the same time. Both of these people are who I aspire to be but will never be.

The End.

September the seventeenth

New experience: I bought a hubcap off of craigslist, a nice long nostalgic talk with a former teacher, and Ragnar and I walked ALL THE WAY around the temple on our walk this morning. Also, started the book "The Year of Living Biblically" (very funny by the way)

I think my favorite thing about today was talking with my former professor. He is pretty much my hero and shaped my mind (for good) in high school. He further inspired my love for history and turned a friend into a best friend. We had a nice talk about the past and the present. We exchanged words of advice and encouragement and it really made me feel better, especially since I have been feeling down lately.

I went out to dinner with my family this evening to olive garden. I couldn't help thinking about how I missed my husband and wished he was with me. I also kept thinking about my puppy home alone. I love them both very much.

The days go by too quickly. I can't believe it is already Friday night, almost Saturday. Its scary that time passes so quickly.

I wish time went slower. I wonder if there is a way to make it go quicker. I just feel as if I am always looking forward to something. Like being home with my husband or getting off work or it just being sunday already. I think I need to be more aware on the present moment. I shall try.

September the fifteenth

New experience: I know its bad when the electric/construction guys are more interested in my dog than me.

I decided to take rag-nut for a walk and that is exactly what happened. Well I am glad to know if I am walking Rags late at night, vulnerable, in a dark park with lots of medium to large sized bushes that they would just jump out to steal the dog.

September the fourteenth

New experience: watching Ragnar run around with a random dog just like he should.

I feel as if I am pushing it today. No real new experiences woke up went to work, made some money, came home, stayed home till Franklin got here, went to the dog park and went to sleep.

September the thirteenth

New Experiences: getting the carpet cleaned, Doing more than one load of laundry, Learned a part on the paino (a very mormon song called pop corn popping, no I do not play the piano)

There will probably be more new experiences for today but I am writing earlier in the day because I am trapped on the couch so the carpet guy can clean around us.

I crazy cleaned today. Franklin can attest to that!! I couldn't even see the floor in our spare bedroom and now everything is all picked up. I washed almost all of our laundry blacks, colors, towels, and sheets. I made our bed I picked up all of our stuff on the of our bed room. I put all the stuff that is suppose to be going to goodwill or deseret in my car. I vacuumed. Kitchen cleaned. washed the dishes (by hand mind you). I cleaned and vacuumed the bathroom (big feat!)

I am so excited for franklin to be here after the carpet guy leaves we are suppose to try to stay off the carpet so we are going to go to joes farm grill and pick some food up and get it to go and go to the dog park and let Rag-nuts run around at the dog park. Sooo excited.

It feels very nice to be in a nice clean house. :)

September the twelfth

New experience: taking Ragnar to a new dogpark, going for a drive with my husband just because.

Not very many interesting new things, but they are all I could think of. I almost forgot to blog so I am blogging in bed. In other words, I better make it quick before Franklin and Ragnar kick me out of bed to the couch.