January 19, 2010

25 days and counting!

I can't believe how fast this whole engagement thing has been flying by. It seems to me that if I blink it will be the wedding day. I feel as if I haven't been a total bridezilla. I hope that I have been laid back with the wedding planning and I hope I don't have a complete melt-down a week before the wedding. Hmmm. I don't know what I should do with my life. I know I want to do something though. I know I want to work and be good at something and do what I like, I just have no idea what I would like to do for the rest of my life. bah! Franklin and I are looking to rent a house by the temple which is exciting and then hopefully we will be looking to buy a house as soon as possible. I want my own place I want to "nest" eew gross. I am turning into a girly girl.
Hmmm. I am super excited. If anyone wants to buy me the best wedding gift they should get me 'Atlas Shrugged' on tape. Yes, that is how much I love that book, I read it and now I want to listen to it in my car and fall asleep to it. I have been reading a lot of Ayn Rand lately. I am currently reading a philosophy book by her that Franklin and I stumbled upon at an old bookstore. It's good, its just so thick and complicated you have to cut it with a machete, I will make it though it though, hopefully before I am married. :)